maybe these simple words will do the best to explain what i feel in my heart.

it's such a nice song. i heard it on radio. hur hur.

alrights! cheena new year is coming.... therefore, my mom TOLD ME to go shop for new clothes. haha.

it's been quite sometime since i went for a shopping spree. let's find clothings that are different. try a different style eh? maybeee.

i've been seeing loads of twits nowadays. badluck.

some say that "Friends are like Cameras" (im so random, can't stand myself. haha)

regardless of brands, they'll still be there to capture all the good and bad times with us. true? Without them, there will be nothing to capture. nothing good to capture. but the sad part is, sometimes, we tend to forget that particular camera that has went through all weather with us since we've got a new one. like from manual to digital. haha.

sometimes, friends will neglect their friend's feelings. intentionally or unintentionally, i don't know. but i know, it's not a very nice feeling. it's like being betrayed, yeah, betrayed.

oh well. so random,

hurhur. LYNETTE what. of course random la.

let's play DDR!. (=

photomaniacas. shake it baybeh! (=

today was great!

had a meet up with the gang and soyah at courts megastore cos we had to find michael and sharon, the supervisors, to sign our time sheet.

than, we proceeded to peninsular plaza to pass up the time sheet to JMC. after that, we had fun all the way. hoho. we went to arcade at suntec, than proceeded to marina square with the intention to play pool. but it costs $10/h. judging at the price, everyone was kind of reluctant to play pool. went to the movies but no nice shows to watch ah. so, we slacked at one of the cafes but ended up takin tonnes of pictures!

chewy and me! (=

me and junhong!

jannie and me! my wife. haha

mathew and me! my "husband" ! (=

junhong, weechew and me! ahaha. the spastic ones.

peintiong and me!(=

mathew, the retarded "husband". as usual, being retarded. hurhur

soyah's in green and zhirong is in the kiddie car. (i'll get my kiddie car pic from weechew this sat!)

me and junhong. i wasn't prepared la. just finish laughing my socks off haha.

i feel kiddie right now. hoho.

you bleed to know you're alive

i typed a whole chunk of bad things about the BBQ. but i decided to not post it. cos i think it some people won't be happy after reading it.

therefore, i felt that i should have just worked on saturday and today instead of going for the bbq.

but then again, there were a few that made me love the bbq. the ones that i've been looking forward to see them. bahh. and the others, you can feel the distant just by looking in their eyes. although we hugged and stufff, the feeling wasn't really the same as before. but still, thanks for your presence.

okay. there was actually alot of stuff to say, but it just wouldn't come out. therefore, i think i shall go back and do the laundery. (=

lovelove.

friendship

friends.

while i'm currently missing some clique from somewhere else, i can't help but think about this situation which i'm kinda stuck right now.

it used to be a two girl two girl thing. but now, all 3 have gathered. and whenever we 3 hang out, i'll feel left out at times. you 2 will hold hands and stuff and leave me alone. I don't know if it's me or what, but i just hate how i feel everytime when you all leave me aside. perhaps, it's really me.

and when i just stray away from you all, daydreaming in my own world and walking infront or behind you 2, you'll say i'm not happy. how am i supposed to be happy when i feel left out? but all i did was just smile and say 'no, im just tired' and than continue.

you freaking know how i hate to be left aside. in such situation, you might as well just don't bother calling me out. let me stay at home or do my own things instead of wondering does the problem lies with me or you. even if it's a mere 1 or 2 minutes of making me feel this way, i rather you let me rot at home. really. cos i can't and i don't take such stuffs. but seeing that you're my good friend, i've let it go. but you don't get my hint at all.

perhaps, it's all me. me and me. just lynette. maybe im too sensitive or what. or maybe i was just finding fault with people. or maybe i was just pmsing at that point of time and didn't see eye to eye to what you were doing. i think the problem lies with me. that's why i didn't ask you anything about it. because i felt that it's me and it could be solved as the time goes by.

i feel better now. but still, i feel the hurt

i think it's me la. but no matter how. i love you 2 still. 1's my wife and another.. i think scandal. haha.

it's at such time that i really want to cry out loud on someone's shoulder. haha. well. let's not ask for tt much.

i miss my mama. boohoo.

junjie thinks im from crescent. lol

brazziere. or what? oh. michaelangelo

MICHAELANGELO! (= ahh. the new heart throb.

actually, i've been kinda obsessed over luo zhi xiang recently. especially when i watch his "Jing Wu Men" MV. whoa. his slick moves and dance steps make him look oh so fantabulous.

okay.

Another thing. I don't understand how hard it is to make a phone call to someone so that he or she receives the information from the horse's mouth. I don't. Just by contacting you is like searching for a needle in the HAYSTACK. it's either you refuse to pick up our phone calls or you're on sick leave.

oi. it's not that we told you last minute, infact, it was 4 days before. and NOW, 2 more days are left.....and if you can't find replacement..... your pasal ah. we told you way before time. if you push all the blame to us... i'll.....

well, if you don't. i'll work till 2. sacrifice abit. than me and my wife will travel to buy chickens and massage them at my house.

AND DON'T YOU EVER SAY WORK IS MORE IMPT. cos you're not seeing things in our perspective.

and why am i blabbering all these here? not as if she'll read it. but who cares, i've already typed it out. hurhur.

having gastric flu sucks. really. and no, im NOT anorexic or bulimic. wth?

what's wrong with me?

what's wrong with me?

I highlighted my hair 2 days ago. I know.. no biggie. it looks nice. many commented positively on it.

but i'm NOT used to it. I don't know why. I prefer my own natural hair colour. It's not the hassle or anything. but i don't know ah. arghh. i feel so flustered. it's like, i regret highlighting it. bahh. i think im never gonna dye or highlight my hair for sometime.

who the hell at my age will detest colouring their hair? me.

it's okay, lynette, it's okay.

but hey. regardless if i dye my hair or not. im still the same old lynette. and why am i clarifying this.

anyway. i went for the interview today. and it requires us to put on slight make-up. hohum. and girls with long hair will have to bun it up. LOL. so nccfied.

let's dress up like ghosts.

wahh. my hair..

it's okay

i thank God that hair can grow. really.

workeng

work was a 'woah'

the customers came like ants. some are attitude ants. feel like slapping them. really. and than, the obasans there are also horrible. there's like an obasan war over there which is kind of hilarious as they tend to argue over teeny puny stuffs, like the tongs and cloth. HAHAH.

the chefs there are fun! although some pmses. wth. and the manager... well. let's skip him.

bahh. other than that everything was okay.

tiring though. but fun (=

at times, i seriously hate myself for being so paranoid. it's been like that ever since when. and i don't like it. it makes me very irritated and everything and the worst part is i cant concentrate on the stuffs i wanna do. i'll keep thinking about it and coming up with ALOT of "what if's" which are super negative and i'll get very moody (you wouldn't want negative stuffs to happen to you right?) because of this, people will think i'm showing attitude. they just freaking don't understand. and that pisses me off. very much

people, who judge people by just looking, should die.

seriously. not as if they are doing much to save the world. in fact i think they are contributing to the depletion of the ozone layer by spraying harmful CFCs. so, might as well just die and contribute to the carbon cycle, which is probably more useful.

temasek polytechnic open house 2007

I was asking bren about putting songs on blogs. i wanted those that will only start playing when i press play those kind.

and so, bren reccomended radioblogclub.com. I had an account. But i thought it was only allowed to be heard on the website itself. but after much exploration, i found out that i can actually find something to fulfil my blog music requirements.(=

therefore, presenting to you. Westlife's Soledad. it's an old song. a very nice old song.

TP's open house was a blast (=.

the whole right side of my body hurts like hell now cos i played badminton yesterday and didn't do any warm up. or you can say i've not touched the racket for a long long time. haha. but it was fun though.

work tomorrow at COURTS megastore.

level 2, the cafe. box bistro.

so.. come find ME! haha.

ahh. the innocence (:

misses & kisses & huggs (=

the inspiration left, when i opened a new post. oh. i forgot, i have short term memory.

and so. i'm missing alot of people ever since school started for some. )=

let's go through. since the clock is ticking aimlessly.

i miss the camp pinn gang ah. (sirhan, tajuddin, george, june, ria)
i miss the 25-11ners too. (mathew, tpt, jannie, jh,clinton, zr, car, sheryl, chewy, kahjun)
i miss s6. (= need i say more.

it's a crazy fact how time can make you go crazy by missing a bunch of crazy people. I think, it was the memories they gave me that made me miss them. yes. the memories (=. the individuals. the groups. but most importantly, memories.

sometimes, i get caught for laughing to myself whenever i think of stuffs that happened with some bunch of wonderful people or some wonderful person. haha

'What do you do, when everytime you look at a picture, you wish you were there again. You don't really know what you want to do, but you want to relive the moment again. To know the hope was enclosed with fear, and that it just won't happen again."

sometimes, at some circumstances, we went for it although we know the consequences won't do any good to us at all. Right?

oh well. it's okay. risks in life are unavoidable!

i've work tomorrow lah.

at courts megastore. come visit me. hahaha. i welcome everyone! (=

HOHOHO! (=

bye everyone! (: SMILEEEEEE

no one cares

i hate feeling down or depress or sad or whatever

because i hate the emptiness and pain.

and to top it all. no one cares.

a walk to remember

i was at home the whole day, reading Nicholas Sparks - A Walk to Remember. I read a few pages, until i remembered what Mathew said, PLAN CLASS BBQ. okay. so random -.- i got damn bored after planning, so i decided to visit my account in neopets which was covered with cobwebs.

after relating the work experience i had yesterday, my mom laughed. and she said :

"i rather you sleep at home. okok. next time u sleep i don't disturb you and ask you to find jobs anymore. just sleep. with you working outside, i can feel my heart beating double the speed. can get heart attack."

whereas jannie's family were laughing at her over the phone when we called back to complain.

we couldn't resist not taking photos while waiting for our other friends. so we thought we take a nice pic of the both of us.

then, we started to get retarded.

(=

we were that so tired until when we decided to take photos, we didn't even realise that the camera lens cover was closed and we posed like for a few seconds before realising it. and as usual, that madwoman beside me kept laughing non-stop, like a madwoman.

starry starry night..

the star that glows in my dark room at night. (=

Nobody loves you like I love you (=

I found Justin Timberlake's Like I Love You video on YOUTUBE.

It's nice. the song is nice la. i still remember the first time i had to dance, was to this song. mwahaha. Oh, the video is nice too. HOT ah.



(= enjoy.

oh and Kevin Federline was 1 of Justin Timberlake's back-up dancer in this MV. haha. small world.

-x-

okay people. i'm off to work from tmr onwards.

boo.

bye!(=

hohohahahehehuhu

i woke up super early today although i slept super late yesterday.

therefore, today's special.(: MWAHAHAHA. it's seldom seeing me wake up so early.

I woke up at 8.44am. yesyes. Many have already woken up. BUT the main thing is i got woke up and didn't wake up voluntarily. REALLY. AND due to this, i got a feeling i might pms throughout the whole day. HAHA. really, it's like, i can feel the pms coming.

it's like giving out signals. bwahahah

okay. so, soyah woke me up today to look for JOB. yay yay. when she called me, i was mumbling throughout the phone. i think i even fell asleep when she was blabbering throughout. i think all i said was "hmmm.", "ah", "ummm..", "eh?", "orhh..", "k" i didn't even say 'bye'.

i'm going for interviews later on with jannie and soyah. AND the pms how? walao, i can't possibly leave it and smile throughout what. what if i pms in front of the interviewer? HAHAHAHA. ooops. okay

anyway. i needa bathe and meet them 12.

so long.

will blog later when i'm back.

eh. what's so funny about this pic. walao. everyone in MSN was like talking to me about this pic. IT's KINDA long ago.. actually no.. but yala.

sirhan la. tajuddin la. eugene la. brennon la. especially sirhan. HE LAUGHS at the sight of it. saying it's 'cute and funny'. which in turn makes me laugh like hell. haha i don't know why. BUT this pic looks so kiddo.. LOL

oh. and i realise i love taking spastic photos of myself. HOHO. but i love it even more when i take it with ATIKOs! she somehow enhances the spasticness. MWAHAHA.

i don't care if i looked horrible in pics! if look so nice, but not natural, might as well don't take! RAH. besides.. natural pics are so nice. it's not fake and whatsoever. just capture the reaL u.

like what miss ng always say. "DARE TO DRAW, DARE TO SHOW!"

therefore, "DARE TO TAKE, DARE TO SHOW" too(:

CAM-WHORE! (:

okay. bye! (=

artoo potatoo

okay okay. something spastic to start off the year. (:

you guys know the robot from starwars? R2D2 (artoo deetoo)

this this:

yup. and Mr. Potato from toy story? yes. that spastic looking potato.

this this:yupyup.

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN BOTH ARE COMBINED?!?!?!

you'll get.......

ARTOO POTATOO!!!

HAHAHAHAHAH

okay. sorry.

=D

BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!